I finished high school today. I graduate June 5th. Whatever.

Out of everything this week, I was most excited about getting the Best Hair superlative because I haven't gotten awards since elementary school. That's about it. I can't wait to see Noah.

I miss a lot of things/people right now.

Already tired of it.

Happy Birthday to Mom..I wish I could be spending it with her.

This weekend was so beautiful.

But, in regards to something else, I really wish I hadn't put so much of my emotion into one particular thing. I have never felt so let down. I am so embarrassed for thinking I had it figured out. I really feel like crying, and I'm not sad, I just want to cry.

I have reached such an extremely wonderful peak in 2007 and I am so happy. I want to tell everyone that I am so so happy! Incredible...reaaaallly really incredible. Thank you, everyone. I love you all so much.

Hahaha. I'm so glad I'm almost done with high school. I'm almost embarrassed for you. Almost.

So excited for Friday/Saturday/Sunday/Monday/Tuesday..everyday.

I want to be one of the handful of savants in the world and retain incredible knowledge. I want to experience synesthesia and be directly connected to numbers and feel their shape and colour. I am so amazed.

Leukemia sucks.

It's not fair...I want this happy feeling more often. :-) I like it...our situation is confusing...this year with you has been confusing. But, I still enjoy spending time with you and I think you know that.

Things that used to matter a lot to me don't even phase me anymore. Nothing is a huge loss. I'm happy as long as I am surrounded by generally positive people. I don't enjoy being picked apart, therefore I'm OK with deleting people from my life who cause me pain. I don't fucking care anymore what anyone thinks. If you don't at all enjoy who I am, don't involve me in your life. The end.

Change of plans! But, I'm really happy about it?? Yeah, I really am. This is weird.

It'd surprise you to know which guys really know how to treat me like a lady.

This week brought some of the strangest feelings.