It's not fair...I want this happy feeling more often. :-) I like it...our situation is confusing...this year with you has been confusing. But, I still enjoy spending time with you and I think you know that.

Things that used to matter a lot to me don't even phase me anymore. Nothing is a huge loss. I'm happy as long as I am surrounded by generally positive people. I don't enjoy being picked apart, therefore I'm OK with deleting people from my life who cause me pain. I don't fucking care anymore what anyone thinks. If you don't at all enjoy who I am, don't involve me in your life. The end.